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while on the road

[personal profile] itookashot 2022-09-16 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Hey boss.

Still alive.
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[personal profile] itookashot 2022-09-16 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
You're going to be so sorry when I die and haunt you as a psychic ghost sending messages this way eternally.

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[personal profile] shadowthief 2022-10-02 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
[during this.]
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Are you flirting with Jesper?
Edited 2022-10-02 01:40 (UTC)
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[personal profile] shadowthief 2022-10-02 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
He is quite charming, you have to admit.

It’s only a question, Kaz. No need to assume the worst.

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Post Claude conversation

[personal profile] itookashot 2022-12-07 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
Jesper has been avoiding Kaz and Inej since the influence dropped from him, although especially Kaz. Inej lives with him so he sees her off and on, but he usually leaves early in the morning and comes back late, although he is always carrying his box of goods and money at the end of the day. He's not going to gamble, he's trying to make up for what he lost. All his focus is on making and selling things, and avoiding the attention of the people he loves most who he can't look in the eye. He is weighted down with sadness and guilt, but day by day he is getting better.

So it should be a big warning sign when he shows up at Kaz's door knocking sharply, something big enough to concern him more than his own bad feelings. Jesper doesn't look sick but he looks anxious, pale and jittery, nothing supernatural about it but plain old panic. Usually Jesper is the most fearless of the bunch, throwing himself into trouble with a laugh and reckless shrug. There are only a few things that truly scare him, and one of them just got severely slammed on. The fear of the army knowing his Grisha abilities, like at home.

"It's possible there is a problem," he says to Kaz when the door opens instead of a greeting. Jesper bites his lip, making eye contact and then glancing away, his feelings a bit of a mess at the moment. Trust him to keep bringing problems to the man he loves instead of solving them.
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[personal profile] itookashot 2022-12-08 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Jesper's guilt is all-consuming, both in terms of being a failure with the gambling, and a failure in being someone he can count on too. Just once he would've liked to not be the fuck up, or to be able to be comforting, to take on a different role than the one Kaz always has to handle. It took him back a few steps too, in a way. No longer confident and comforting about their new relationship.

He brushes past him and sits on the bed, putting his elbows on his knees and his chin on top of his hands. Jesper is all long limbs and while wearing bright colors like red usually is a display of his personality, right then it seemed like the vividness of the color of his jacket was washing him out instead.

"On the supply run, we came across a ravine, we had a limited amount of time to get over it in order to make it into Solvunn. There was a creature of some kind below, so it was important we got across."

Jesper didn't go into exact detail about the supply run, brushing it off as a success and that he used his corecloth and new metal armor for the first time. He did mention that his metal armor, which he turned into a dozen blades immediately, sliced through some animal attack and he thought he was very impressive. Ciri even thought he was impressive! Because Jesper likes to show off. Kaz knows how impressive he is in a fight, so there's no reason to try and show off for him, but he is naturally that way. He can always be more badass in the eyes of everyone else. But this part he didn't mention since it'd seemed handled.

"Claude distracted the guards so that Ciri and I could use our abilities. She can teleport, not sure why she wants it secret, but she does." And now Kaz will have to keep that secret. Teleporting seems like a fairly harmless ability but who is he to assume what is or isn't scary for other people? "We got down some trees and I used my abilities to create a bridge of bark. It was bloody hard, I passed out afterward. The guards didn't see any of it happen."

Because of Claude. Jesper should be showing off just as much about this, it was a huge display of his Grisha abilities, and difficult and complex, turning the trees into a bridge, molding them with the rock of the ground. Strong enough for people and horses and a caravan full of things to get through. It was necessary, but now Jesper sees how dangerous it was. Except what was he supposed to do? It was the only option. They had to succeed, Free Cities needed those supplies after the attack.

"Claude told me he was taken in for questioning by guards, and they asked him about how we got over the ravine. He lied successfully, but he thinks they're going to ask the rest of us."

And that could put Jesper into a trap.

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{You could be my oasis » Kaz's room @ The Inn

[personal profile] shadowthief 2023-01-03 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
When Kaz returns to his room one evening, he finds a very familiar scene laid before him: Inej perched in the window, both knees tucked to her chest and her arms looped around the back of her knees. She's missed it, making reports to him was a promised time with him, so when her shift at Portam Hall was over, she came here. She's been here a while, but it doesn't bother her. She's used to being first.

She doesn't say a word or make a noise when the soft noises of something being unlocked makes her eyes jump toward the door. A smile spreads over her lips even before he has a chance to notice or greet her. She doesn't even have to actively hear him say the words anymore, she knows they're coming and it makes something in her giddy. Stupid boy.
(She loves him).
Edited (a typo that would forever haunt me on rereads later lmfao) 2023-01-04 23:28 (UTC)
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[personal profile] shadowthief 2023-01-10 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
That smile never leaves her face, only widens and somehow becomes even more reminiscent of sunlight than ever. His presence really does fill the room, and his words fill her up and wrap around her. It's something in the air she can feel shift as soon as he's there.

It's comforting.
She missed this.

"Swindle any crooks for fun today?" she lets that smile turn more sly into a smirk.

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continued

[personal profile] itookashot 2023-02-17 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ooc: continued from here because it's saucy]

Jesper ends up not being afraid that Kaz will pass out after all. He can catch him if so, but there is a difference between being light-headed from trauma and light-headed from desire. Kaz is about to learn that very well, considering whose arms he's in and the promises he's made. The kiss remains sweet although there is applied pressure, but he doesn't part his lips and taste him. Jesper knows it is best to dance that line.

He turns his head when Kaz's skin touches his cheek, breathless, to brush his lips against the fingertips and the palm of the glove. Jesper looks at him with eyes that are pure silver when in this setting, and he smiles, leaning in. This time not to kiss him but to speak right against his ear. He leans Kaz back against the wall again and slides his arm from around him.

"Have you ever touched yourself, Kaz?" His voice is pure deep honey near his ear, his breath blowing on it but he isn't kissing it. He is the one being good about skin touch, making certain that every time they connect with skin it is Kaz's choice. It's not as if Jesper needs to touch his ear for his words to be felt. Jesper puts a hand on his heart and slowly presses it down.

Down, down, down.

Kaz can stop it at any point if he wants to, it is clear that Jesper is testing their boundaries, but he did tell Kaz he had an idea. If allowed, he places his hand on top of Kaz's pants, exactly where he would put his mouth if he could. He doesn't apply pressure yet but his hand is scorching hot, it would be so simply.

"I can get you off just like this, Kaz. You'd never have to touch skin." He did tell him he could make it so good. Jesper pauses though, he doesn't touch him more than that. "We could have a good time over our clothes. We could touch ourselves and watch the other while we do. I could tell you what I want to do to you as you touch yourself. There are many ways of being sexual, and I want to help you explore that, when you're ready."
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[personal profile] itookashot 2023-02-22 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
This probably isn't the best place for them to do this, but it's not as if Jesper is capable of stopping when he isn't told to. They are caught in this lustful moment and the fact that they are technically in public is something that actually does it for him. They are tucked away into a corner, someone would have to come looking deliberately to find them, and so he is going to keep going. If they take too long to think about this, there are too many reasons to stop.

His own blood is boiling from the intimacy of the moment, from seeing Kaz surrender to him and what he's doing. Jesper wasn't entirely certain if this would be too much but Kaz is demanding (begging?) for more. He lets out a sharp breath when Kaz's tongue touches his lip and he almost loses control of himself. Almost kisses him within an inch of his life, plundering his mouth with his tongue, he wants it so much, but it seems like a risk, going too intense.

Because of that he reins himself in to return the kiss, pressing close, and he parts his lips so that Kaz can choose to explore if he wants it. Jesper is still dedicating himself to letting Kaz pick any skin contact while he is taking advantage of the clothes. Jesper's hands drop to Kaz's pants and he undoes them just a little to make it easier for him to only have one layer of clothes between them. It would be very easy to hurriedly do them up again, if need be.

Jesper's touch is firm over Kaz's underwear and he traces the outline of Kaz's cock over the fabric, rubbing him with some glorious friction, too eager to get him hard to take it slow. He pulls out of the kiss to breathe and because he is such a talker, nuzzling Kaz's nose with his. "I want to make you come, please, Kaz, let me give this to you." He breathes unsteadily, just as turned on, stroking him through his clothes. "You're so beautiful, it's all I've ever wanted."

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after Inej, and they've had to 'accept' it

[personal profile] itookashot 2023-11-27 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
I'm putting together her things. Keeping everything except for this dagger Kyle wants back, he gave it to her.

[ Keeping because she may come back is the implication. ]

I think we should still follow up the lead for Latimer.
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[personal profile] itookashot 2023-11-27 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
I was thinking of asking Altair to go out with us, he's very sneaky and always on roofs, he may have the kind of skills we're looking for.

[ Not a replacement, but Inej would want someone like her to go with them, in case they needed a Wraith-like partner. ]

At least one or two a month, probably, I don't know everyone who has come and gone, so that's an estimate. A few people have gone and come back, usually with memories, but one who came back with no memory of this place at all.

Kaz, she's happier in our world. She's with her parents and she still has us. If anyone has a good option to go back to, it's Inej.

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after being arrested

[personal profile] itookashot 2024-09-05 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
So I wasn't able to let you know before I left but I went with Steve into a Cadens military base and blew it up.

It was fantastic.

But we got caught so I'm going to the mining camp for a few weeks.

Worth it, honestly.
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[personal profile] itookashot 2024-09-09 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Well I was with someone else, I couldn't leave him there!

Wylan would be very proud, I used all his knowledge. No one was killed too, so he'd be grateful for that.

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