Of course we're best friends, Kaz. We haven't been only boss and second in a long time. You don't have to worry about us. You and me are going to be okay, whatever happens. But for the record, I've had feelings for you since the start, and nothing is going to change that.
We can talk about it when I get back, but you have to be willing to do that. I know you don't like talking about personal things, but this really has to be an exception, for us to get on the same page. At least I know now that kissing you without warning could give you a concussion, so I can behave.
You have been one of the people I trust the most for longer than I can recall. You're someone that I never wanted to think about leaving my side. I'm not happy with our kidnapping but if I have to be in this, I'm glad its with you.
[ He's never been good at saying these things but he knows he needs to. For both of their sake. ]
I want us to talk and to try and work out where we go from here. So when you return we'll talk about it. About how I feel and how I want to adapt. What we want.
[ This is so much positivity and validation all at once and Jesper's in a state of shock about it. The types of things he's always wanted to ask or know about, since it has felt before like he pours his love and loyalty into Kaz getting very little back. All this time without him has made him forget what it can be like, how powerful his influence is. ]
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We can talk about it when I get back, but you have to be willing to do that. I know you don't like talking about personal things, but this really has to be an exception, for us to get on the same page. At least I know now that kissing you without warning could give you a concussion, so I can behave.
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[ He's never been good at saying these things but he knows he needs to. For both of their sake. ]
I want us to talk and to try and work out where we go from here. So when you return we'll talk about it. About how I feel and how I want to adapt. What we want.
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I missed you more than I can possibly say, Kaz.
We'll talk when I get back.