Never before has Kaz let himself stop and think about anything between himself and others that was physical and sexual. He had barely thought about the closeness he had let himself already have. Instead letting life bring it one moment at a time, not thinking about anything where Jesper might be on his knees before him, or his hands even playing Kaz's body as he is.
And Jesper hadn't even needed nudity to get what he wanted, and what Kaz hadn't realized he needed.
It's the lightest that Kaz has ever felt in his own body. An entirely different type of dizziness that has his head spinning and only that kiss seems to keep him grounded here and now. An odd and delightful sensation to such contact, to feeling as if he is brought back from the lightheadedness of touch by the touch of one he cares about so dearly.
Not even expecting Jesper to find his own release like that, so quick and whispering Kaz's own name, focused entirely on him in a way that feels new and amazing and so delicate in a way that he wants to care for it, and protect this, all of this, as something he had never thought he might have and was unwilling to let go if he has a say in it. For as long as he might have it. Might have Jesper.
"You are amazing," he whispers, the words still new to him, even to hear them directed at himself. His hand comes up, cupping the back of Jesper's neck and stroking tenderly there, keeping him close for a moment. "The things you show me," he marvels, still a bit awestruck about it all, even if they're practically in public and it was quick and fast and filthy... and for Kaz it was perfect. How he needed it where he couldn't overthink things and let Jesper show him so much.
Jesper's been thinking about this since Kaz admitted to his situation and also admitted that he wanted him. He's a savant when it comes to sex so it was easy to make a list of options for them that would keep Kaz safe but satisfied. He feels nothing but satisfaction right now himself, completely pleased with what he managed to accomplish. He had Kaz Brekker mewling and desperate for him seconds ago. Incredible.
His own orgasm hits him like a brick because it feels so good all around. It was perfect for what they needed, as strange as that may be in a public corner only through their clothes. He puts himself away and wipes off his hand on his underwear for now, they both will have to change after this, he loves that. He puts his trousers back on and then does the same for Kaz, tenderly putting his clothes back to where they should be. The only real sign of what they did on the outside would be their flushed cheeks and dazed eyes.
"My darling Kaz," Jesper whispers back, smiling. He slides an arm around him again and pulls him into his body in an embrace. "We've only just begun." They're lovers now, through and through. Jesper feels like he's flying, like he could take on the entire world and the two of them would still win. It's heady, loving Kaz Brekker, and being loved by him.
His hand slips down to very playfully squeeze Kaz's ass because he can and he's giggling, yes giggling, as he kisses him one more time, very gently. "We need to go get cleaned up, but maybe use that brilliant mind of yours to think about what you want for the next time." Jesper grins at him, as bright as sunlight.
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And Jesper hadn't even needed nudity to get what he wanted, and what Kaz hadn't realized he needed.
It's the lightest that Kaz has ever felt in his own body. An entirely different type of dizziness that has his head spinning and only that kiss seems to keep him grounded here and now. An odd and delightful sensation to such contact, to feeling as if he is brought back from the lightheadedness of touch by the touch of one he cares about so dearly.
Not even expecting Jesper to find his own release like that, so quick and whispering Kaz's own name, focused entirely on him in a way that feels new and amazing and so delicate in a way that he wants to care for it, and protect this, all of this, as something he had never thought he might have and was unwilling to let go if he has a say in it. For as long as he might have it. Might have Jesper.
"You are amazing," he whispers, the words still new to him, even to hear them directed at himself. His hand comes up, cupping the back of Jesper's neck and stroking tenderly there, keeping him close for a moment. "The things you show me," he marvels, still a bit awestruck about it all, even if they're practically in public and it was quick and fast and filthy... and for Kaz it was perfect. How he needed it where he couldn't overthink things and let Jesper show him so much.
Can wrap here or on yours. ThEY ARE SO CUTE.
His own orgasm hits him like a brick because it feels so good all around. It was perfect for what they needed, as strange as that may be in a public corner only through their clothes. He puts himself away and wipes off his hand on his underwear for now, they both will have to change after this, he loves that. He puts his trousers back on and then does the same for Kaz, tenderly putting his clothes back to where they should be. The only real sign of what they did on the outside would be their flushed cheeks and dazed eyes.
"My darling Kaz," Jesper whispers back, smiling. He slides an arm around him again and pulls him into his body in an embrace. "We've only just begun." They're lovers now, through and through. Jesper feels like he's flying, like he could take on the entire world and the two of them would still win. It's heady, loving Kaz Brekker, and being loved by him.
His hand slips down to very playfully squeeze Kaz's ass because he can and he's giggling, yes giggling, as he kisses him one more time, very gently. "We need to go get cleaned up, but maybe use that brilliant mind of yours to think about what you want for the next time." Jesper grins at him, as bright as sunlight.